moving on

here i am .. and it still me...

sometimes its hard to be me.. but....this is for real in my life
i am forgeting him forever..

not just a dumb fool words to me anymore.. its been a real

like a real for real..

now.. i just want to moving on..

living in the world that i've been exist it.
for these days..i'm trying to understand all the words that i watched on every life-drama-movie i'd just bought yesterday..

really..makes my eyes get opened widely to see something that different to be always different..

because its different thats why this world is beautiful..


haha....


and um.. about HIM??

well i just passed it through..besides..he never ever noticed what i've gave to him..
and its truely is sad.. so.. the best of us are..walking away.. he and his shadow already enough far aways.... and then dummy me is still here.. so.. no more tears i have to dropped again...



so again..


its stil hahah